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At Peace

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Note: last edited and updated on: Wednesday, October 15, 2025 at 8:18 AM.   At Peace (finding peace and comfort during times of severe distress) Much has transpired as well as passed since my last missive had been penned and posted ( here ), including about how the pain and discomfort caused by the colon cancer has grown worse as well as that, as of recently (Saturday, October 11, 2025), I am now in hospice care (in addition, the cancer has also spread to my liver).  This means I have six months or less to live (that said, some people survive beyond that timeframe).  The hospice care received will be provided at home, all of it. Pain management will be among the most important things provided and is sorely needed (an understatement and no exaggeration either). Besides that, there will be other services provided; including, among other things, a social worker who visited with me this morning. If I had understood correctly, I have been instructed that if something comes up...

Morgan’s Miscellaneous Musings

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  Morgan’s Miscellaneous Musings Photo: Miss Cleo (Cleopatra), supervising her human (yours truly) while he is sitting at the dining table using his laptop computer. It has been quite a while since I last sat down to attempt to write something, including because I had not been able to access my laptop computer for several months until recently.  In addition, I had finally managed to get around to clearing all of the numerous junk clutter off of the dining table permanently recently, instead of moving it to the bed and then putting it back on the table again. It was no small, nor easy, chore and effort, but well worth doing. Not to mention about how, without going into all of the details, I am often zonked out and unable to stay awake due to the pain management regimen that I am currently on. In fact, at the moment, it is not easy for me to stay awake and not fall asleep, as often happens in the late morning and early afternoon.  Earlier, I had zonked out while seated in t...

Morgan's Song

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  Morgan's Song: Drawing upon lyrics that I wrote and then sent to him, my cousin Rich Brown performed this song of mine, which was drawn from prose and a prayer of mine (embedded above). Make sure to turn volume on and up.

Archived Videos: Lost & Return of Old Growth Forests of New England

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Lost and Return of Old Growth Forests of New England:

On Matters of Faith and Spirituality

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Recently, I had purchased and watched the movie "Conclave" on Saturday (via YouTube) and then watched it again, twice over, afterwards, in following days: Yes, it is that good. Truly. The investment in buying the movie, rather than merely renting it for 48 hours, was definitely worth it. In my opinion, it is an excellent and very well done film and, believe it or not, one that I will more than likely view yet again in the future. It is a film that, for those who have not already viewed it, I highly recommend. It should be noted that I am neither Catholic, nor necessarily religious either.

Latest Goings On

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  Photo: Miss Cleo, lounging comfortably underneath her human's new premium high quality walker/wheelchair. View more photos of the walker/wheelchair, here . Quite a lot has gone on since my last blog post ( here ), including having been discharged from the UVM Medical Center nearly two and a half weeks ago (more or less), with time seeming to pass by rather slowly or so it seems. In addition, even though I was using a cane, having taken a fall and skinning my knee a bit sometime in between then and now. Due to this, because of recently posting on my Facebook page about needing as well as wanting to obtain a new walker with a seat, I was generously and kindly gifted with a premium high quality walker/wheelchair earlier yesterday (Thursday). It is such a blessing, indeed, particularly since my balance has been rather poor of late (read: vertigo) and I have also been somewhat weak at times. With it having a seat with which to sit and rest upon, it should help in these regards. ...

Medical Update 2

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Photo: Stained glass windo w within the second floor chapel of the Central Vermont Medical Center  (CVMC): Late last year, as I had previously blogged about earlier this year, I had been hospitalized for a full two weeks at the CVMC, here More recently, due to the overly intense and quite severe acute as well as oftentimes chronic pain being experienced, I went to the emergency room and had been admitted. It appears that this could possibly be another prolonged hospitalization;  including due to needing to assess and putting in place a different pain management plan, run tests as well as undergo an upcoming aggressive palliative radiation five day treatment course -- which is taking place at the UVM Medical Center Cancer Treatment Center located in Burlington, where I am currently located and likely will remain for nearly a week or so before returning to CVMC. Had been transported from CVMC to the UVM Medical Center via the Barre Town Ambulance   service. As I understand...